Baby Love

This time one year ago I thought I was ready, I thought I knew how much I loved my unborn child already…It was cloudy and cold all that morning and up until the moment you were born. I remember your father saying ‘look the sun just started shining’, and then, you were born. My whole world completely changed, I heard your little voice, I saw your black hair and then they put you on my chest, on my heart. I felt a kind of love I could never have imagined and knew with every inch of me that everything was different now. Your father and I were connected to each other in a new way, we were your parents. We loved you more than anything in this world and it all happened in the blink of an eye.

I know without a doubt that the most amazing thing I have ever done has been bringing you into this world and I am grateful for that. We love you Nadia El Deeb.

 

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I suppose the point of this post is really just to highlight the fact that time flies, I really feel like it was just yesterday that I gave birth to my baby and she is now already one year old. Do not for a second waste time with your little one, enjoy the happy moments, enjoy the sad moment too, because they will be long gone before you know it.  This poem below is constantly in my head and really helps me get through those long nights of feeding and teething, appreciate every moment you have with them, they are a gift from above…

The Last Time

From the moment you hold your baby in your arms,
you will never be the same.
You might long for the person you were before,
When you have freedom and time,
And nothing in particular to worry about.

You will know tiredness like you never knew it before,
And days will run into days that are exactly the same,
Full of feedings and burping,
Nappy changes and crying,
Whining and fighting,
Naps or a lack of naps,
It might seem like a never-ending cycle.

But don’t forget …
There is a last time for everything.
There will come a time when you will feed
your baby for the very last time.
They will fall asleep on you after a long day
And it will be the last time you ever hold your sleeping child.

One day you will carry them on your hip then set them down,
And never pick them up that way again.
You will scrub their hair in the bath one night
And from that day on they will want to bathe alone.
They will hold your hand to cross the road,
Then never reach for it again.
They will creep into your room at midnight for cuddles,
And it will be the last night you ever wake to this.

One afternoon you will sing “the wheels on the bus”
and do all the actions,
Then never sing them that song again.
They will kiss you goodbye at the school gate,
The next day they will ask to walk to the gate alone.
You will read a final bedtime story and wipe your last dirty face.
They will run to you with arms raised for the very last time.

The thing is, you won’t even know it’s the last time
Until there are no more times.
And even then, it will take you a while to realize.

So while you are living in these times,
remember there are only so many of them
and when they are gone, you will yearn for just one more day of them.
For one last time.

-Author Unknown-

 

 

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